life.

some days you wake up and for whatever reason, life decides to smack you upside the head just to remind you who's boss. in those moments, stand strong, yell a few obscenities back, and then find your friends and lean the hell out of them.

how else are you supposed to get through anything? by yourself? please, that is so 2009.

i find out about the loan today/tomorrow and while 99% of me is hoping and praying things go through, there is still that 1% of me that juuuuust might just be OK with keeping my cash monies in the bank, versus owing the bank 500k+. we'll see.

in the meantime, i'll keep trying to figure it out. and by it, i mean life. and by life, i mean, i need one.