i wish i was one of those girls

I wish I was one of those girls, straight out of a relationship and relishing in newfound freedom. Feeling like this is the BEST gift he could have given me. I can do what I want, when I want, and with who I want. I wish I was that girl. Wake up smiling, thinking that it just feels so right. So right to have finally let go of what was familiar, not knowing if and how it would all feel right again, but knowing that eventually it would. And bottom line, it was the right thing to do. To finally let go of that comfort. And that new leaf would have turned, and their hearts and minds and souls…would feel RIGHT. I wish I had that aching pain that there simply just wasn’t enough time to do everything on my list for life. That life’s possibilities were boundless and that I had the world at my fingertips. I could do anything, with anyone, at anytime.

I wish I was one of those girls.